Middle of Nowhere

If you didnt already know. Hawaii is in the middle of the Pacific. It’s not an exaggeration to tell you it’s the most isolated place on earth. It actually is. It’s 5 hours by plane to anywhere. Well over 1500 miles in any direction to see another civilization.

It’s not what to came to write about. I don’t have island fever. I never have actually. I just don’t know how to reconnect.

The road was so special, and awesome, and yet, difficult and challenging. I don’t really miss it, not right now. But being here feels stranger than being in another country. It’s weird people know me. It’s weird everyone speaks the same language. It’s weird I understand so much of what’s going on. It feels like being deaf and all of a sudden hearing for the first time. It feels so loud. It’s intense.

It’s probably just adjusting, but I like to be honest. I’m not the only one to have had these feelings. It’s the point of my writing, to share the experience with those willing to share there time. To find meaningful connection through actual life.

It’s beautiful here. The environment, the people, the culture. It’s all quite embracing, but I feel so disconnected. I feel so unseen. Everyone continues with their lives, and I’m just another speck of dust in the wind. I’m sure I’ll assimilate, but I’m not sure I want to. Not before I write down the feeling at least. So I know it is real, so I’ll believe it after I’m faded and old. I’ll be able to relive it and remember that it really happened.

Sorry for being sappy, but I’m a romantic, what can I say. This is just how I write. This is how I feel. This is who I am. This is my life.

Some last moments in Japan 💙💙💙

Who doesn’t want a crying banana cat keychain?

One of my favorite feeling photos I took in Japan.

Aint nobody gonna fuck with us.

Apparently the mustaches were to give an older look to the young soldiers. Imagine some little rugrat running at you with a blade 2/3 of your size with a fake mustache. Scary.

Legit awesome.

The worst influence! Happy to complain about Japanese tourism any day 😆.

So many good conversations and lessons about all things French with this guy. Big guy with a big heart. Ma couille! Tout les sourires cette mec. Je te reverrai encore un jour! Peut-être lors d'un autre voyage !

Magnifique

Last sights

Aloha

That’s a good feeling.

A little Milky Way action on my run around the neighborhood. The stars are majestic. Hawaii is one of the best viewing spots on the planet for gazing. It’s unreal how far you can see into our galaxy. The amount of other lights you can see are magical. I cried a bit, I was kind overwhelmed with the beauty. Just the kind of experience I wanted to feel coming home.